Wednesday, 27 May 2009

BEST FRIENDS FOREVER


I will start with a normal definition or whatever u want to call it of a true friend.

A true friend is someone who will always stand by you whether they agree with you or not. They will tell you exactly what they think, because they know the truth does not hurt nearly as bad as a knife in your back. A true friend will help you get through the good, bad, and the ugly things in life.


How often will you find someone like this? Sometimes there will only be one person like this in your life. I am one of the luckiest people in the world. I have a best friend named Amber. We met in MAHE, Dubai Academic City. As a year went by, we started hanging out more and more. Our first year was truly a mixture of everything – spice of life, sharing of emotions, craziness, bunking a lot of classes, sitting around a corner and smoking, flicking food. We experienced a lot of things though I shall not go into details. SAZ and Amber – I seriously never thought that we would become the best of friends and we are till date. In addition, I am really happy that I have you as a friend in my life. I am amazed at the fact that we did not have much riots between us. Usually between friends riots do happen but in our case it was different.

Newayz moving on, Amber I just want to let you know one thing you are the first person who has been and will be my best friend. I love and care for you a lot (btw as a frend). In college you have never left me alone. Thank You so much for being there. I will never forget those moments which we shared and will be sharing. As the saying goes, a single candle can light up an entire room. A true friend lights up an entire lifetime. Thanks for the bright lights of your friendship.

Read this from a friend’s point of view. I know I have been there and I know how much you had gone through but, that one year and five months of your life has been very disturbing. Regarding this all I want to say is you are wasting away your life inside these walls. It is killing me to watch your world as it keeps you tearing down. You pretend to be normal the another day and it is all the same. If you want to be happy you must make things change. You DESERVE better than this. Wake up and breathe! Take a breath of fresh air. The life you say you want is still out there. Waiting right in front of you. Quit self destructing please. Life is too short to let it waste. You DESERVE better than this. Trust me! Why do you give up? Stop letting chances pass you by. Let go of the darkness! Bitterness, regret, pain and guilt all of them are a dead end. Dig deeper and find the strength to overcome from within. You said you are too Weak? Then let me hold you up until your perception is restored. I will be always there for you.

At the end, I will conclude with a ring which is round and has no end so is my love for you my friend.
Till then, Maasalama.

Saturday, 23 May 2009

JUST A FEELING...

I look at myself in the mirror wondering why am I here? I want to stay positive but the world just keeps tearing me down. Sometimes you just think about giving up without a sound. You think that no one notices you, that you are all alone, that no one cares and acts like you are unknown. You are constantly worrying about what people think, like there is no hope like a ship about to sink. Everyday when I go to bed I have this feeling not wanting to wake up just wanting to bang my head. I feel very weak from inside - have no one bringing me up. Everytime words just rush in through my head forcing me to act according to them.
Newayz, At the end i just want all this things to end which keeps on barging into my mind. I keep on being optimistic waiting for the answers of my life. Well, thats it till the next blog ....